I want to be better than Mama

At everything. Cooking, and gardening are just a few of the things I want to be better at.

I'm really afraid of the future, and I feel odd saying that because I don't know if you understand.
I mean, I can really see myself staying with you for the rest of my life because I can't live without you.
I just want to let you know, when I say the future freaks me out, what I really mean is that I'm scared of a future without you.

I love you so much.
Don't ever forget that.
No matter what happens.
I will always be here.
I'll catch you when you fall.
I'll hold you when you're scared.
Don't worry about the future.
I know I'll be with you.

I don't know why you keep thinking that.

I haven't done shit since that incident in Kissimee. If you can have friends that are girls, why can't I have friends that are guys. I told him about how much you mean to me, so don't try and say shit like that. God damn, that's all that happens. I try and show you I love you, but you always think I'm cheating. God damn. Maybe I should just start doing shit, cos then at least your words would be true. I don't see why you keep thinking that. I don't think I can be with anyone else. Damn. You don't understand what you mean to me. So fuck off. God damn. All I ever did was try. Can you understand that? All I ever think about is you. So whatever. I don't care. And even if you want to leave me, I'll still be here for you. I still want to be your friend. So, now it's your choice. Would you be my friend or what?

I'm your girlfriend

So why can't you talk to me?
You should be able to confide in me some times.
I know I can't help much, but I care about you.
Who knows, maybe it would help to vent a little.
Why is she allowed to do your hair and not me?
Don't even try to tell me the reason I can't do it is because I don't have any hair ties.
What's going on in your head?
What are you thinking now?
I just want to be help.
Don't tell me nothing is wrong when I can hear it in your voice.
Maybe I'd wear make-up more for you if you could comment on it.
I need some reassurance here.
I don't want you to quit school.
I want you to stay so you can get your degree like you wanted.
I don't want you to give up so easily.
I don't want to see you so down, it's not you.
It doesn't matter though, I can't do anything.
I don't care if I can't do anything, I still want to make things better.
How can I though if you don't tell me your problems?
How am I supposed to know if you're suffering, or when you're really happy?
I want to hear your voice like when we first met.
You sounded so happy then, what happened?
Is it me, am I what's bringing you down?
I want to know why you can't tell me anything.
It's starting to tear, and it's hurting me.
You're confusing me so much, you say you're fine but your voice gives it away.
I just want you to tell me what you're honestly feeling and not just some lie.

hey jose

happy 10 months. <3 ♥

Maybe I don't want to change.

Steelers Won!

27-23. Yes!